Friday, December 31, 2010

Side of me..

Today is 1 st january in 2011..forgaet all the past and start a,I want to share some of my favourite pics…it’s all about me now..for future I will write more..Memory of 2010....hehe..

it's been a while when i start to blogging..for the beginner like me,it was hard but...i made it..i read a novel to make up my literature and this what i get...

I just a normal person..but in my life,i like to to everything...even it over my friend owez say that sometimes i will be unrealistic person coz want do anything not logic...but as long as my mind still working,i will be like this..

thanxs to my fellow frends taht owez support me..syg kamu bgt deh... for all memory we have create,dont evevr forget...banyak kwn yg kite knal..thanxs for ALLAh coz still make me alive today...2010 not so easy to thru without Keredhaan-Mu..

Bila hati dah tenang,mse tulah kita akan rasa hepy sgt2..and that time kite taw yg kite still ade mase tuk brubah..for family..for future..for friend..pade semua yg msih mgharap...yg sudi baca blog ni... u make me feel heppy...i'm lucky!!


Friday, November 26, 2010

Crying No More..!!

Talk to me softly,there is something in your round eyes.. don’t hang your head in sorrow and please don’t cry.. I know how u feel coz I have been there before.. something changing inside u and u feel alone.. don’t u know that I still with u.. don’t u know that I still love u.. there a space in my heart that is don’t u cry again.. give me a whisper and give me a sign..don’t say u are lost when everything is alright.. give me a kiss before u tell me goodbye.. don’t u take it so hard now and please don’t take it so bad.. I will thinking about u and all the time we had.. so,please remember that I never lie to u.. how I felt inside now,u gotta make it your own way…but u will be alright now,u will feel better tomorrow morning…  when I look again into your eyes,I can see a love restrained..and when I hold u, don’t u know that I feel the same.. nothing last forever and we both know how hearts can change..and it’s hard to hold a promise when we have been apart.. we have been through this such a long time just trying to kill the pain..but lovers always come and go..that’s make me wonder are u really lonely now.. no one really sure who is letting go and walking away.. so,if we could take the time to lay it on the line,I could rest my head just knowing that u are mine..all mine.. then if u want to love me,so darling don’t refrain or I will just end up in my own u need some time on your own..i know it’s hard to keep an open heart,when even friend seem out to harm u..but if u could heal a broken heart, wouldn’t time be out to charm u..sometimes I need some time to think about it..please don’t cry….

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I’m done for u..

 Mybe,I’m done for u..

For your sake..for your help..for your kindness…thank u very much..i will remember it for all my life.. you are my sun…give me a shine…give me everyting what I want..even for a second,u always have time for me..talking to me..make a short and good advice.. I want say many thing to u since u are the one that save me from drowning in my own sadness…even u are my friend,u did a very excellent job… but..i think that’s enough…I think I can life alone now..but I think I will hurt u if I told u that…I still need u but I don’t want myself need u..!! I want can I say complicated..i always hope u will understand.. I want be strong..and grow up.. I don’t want rely on u I want u know that I just want to take my built my path..and when all is done..i want see u..i want u know that I very thankful to u..u are important to me..even we are word can describes u..u are noble person.. someday,u will find someone that love u so much..i’m sorry.. I’m a bad person to leave u..even u always with me since that day..i will miss u..u are part of my history..that always play in my mind..please.. don’t hate me..u are my sun… could u be happy for me..i will be happr for you…. So,don’t worry about me..i will be stronger and life better..if there are anyone that need my help,I will help her like u do to me..thanks for show me the way…forever I will noble friend…I’m done…

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Breaking Butterfly..

       Breaking Butterfly..

Just like a butterfly,she grow up beautifully…with a big wings she had,she fly.. very high and never get down.. that’s not what she say before..and that is not mine anymore…. It was a while after we that time,she had nothing.. I give her everything to make she fly..but it look she forget everything.. she cry to me…Ishe want to change her life..want to see a blue sky.. I ask her why she deadly want to fly..?? then she say.. “I want to see a true world..i want to see what is life..” but u have me now.. I can told u everything u u how the life must work..she saw me with her sorrow eye.. full with sadness.. “what happen..?she keep silent…  everyday,when she wake up..she will run to the beach..she look at the sea..she spacing out.. I don’t know what to do..i can’t help her now.. she take her right hand and hold my left hand..she say “ I want be free like a have pair of colourfull wing..and move everywhere freely..” that coloufull wing is mean a life..a life that I want to take..the more colour I have,the more excitement I have been thru.. then I say “ not all butterfly have a clourfull wing.. I ever see it have no colour..just black or grey..” then she skout on me “why u never try to understand me!!!!!” then she go away…I I just want she to forget her dream..the sky is so big to her..when she is tired to fly, I worry she had no place to go…coz that,I really hate that insect..!!  what is she want..what is all gurl want…that word always cross my mind.. we have been together,so cn;t u see that is your destiny..i have pick up u from nothing and now when u have everything u want to leave that what u want..  all my life with u is so fast and’s time for u to choose..stay with me or leave..i won’t walk, I won’t breathe. I won’t move until you see that u belong to me..u might think I don’t look everytime when u are cry..but deep inside in the corner of my mind,I was crying’s true.. then I ask her again..  “ if u want to fly.just fly..” she stop crying and look at me… she say  “ are u want me to fly..?” when she ask that my heart keeps falling faster..coz I afraid to know the answer do u want to leave me.. but I say “ I believe u will be a beautifull as u wish..” she smile..and say “ when I tired, I wil be return to please waiting or me..” I have waited all my linfe to cross this say this word… :could u be my mine after this,coz I don’t want to loose u” she just say…I’m yours  forever… then, I take her to the beach.. wait for a last time with her..she sleep in my hug..that was my first time look her very happy…Time have passing me very faster..she is ready to fly..  I llok her for the last time..she hold my hand.. “soon,I will show u how my life is going on..i will make this world more brighter..and I will make my life wonderfull..i want u to be happy while I leave u..please don’t give up on me..” I just say..i keep your promise.. then she go away…very far from me..she never look back.. never look at me… After several time.. i never heard anything about her.. i really miss her.. mybe she have forgettin me..  but I never fail to remind her..mybe she has been a beutifull butterfly now…and don’t tired day she will get down and I was her destination..

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Hold on me..


A little bit dizzy…I feel like hopeless..for wait something that never come..i know it never I try to hold my step..get a fresh air..i know someone will wait me there..a long road without ending..i walk..sometimes I run..very fast..with all my strengh..try to find my own path..but as far as I get,I just see a a no road..10001 path…like a puzzle..i try to solve it by for day.. then I try to solve another one..but not getting anything..i became more horrible..i feel sad..hate what I’m doing..give up at the end..what I have been looking all the time?as I get this far,I left all my friend,my life and all..are this what I what..?i lost..that time,my tear is by one..i want to return to my old life but…i have make promise to have my own can I give up rite now..i closed my eyes..try to have faith..then,someone call my name..wake up..!wake up..! who are u..? I’m your soul..why are u crying..?then I say.. I lost here.. He smile and say what are u been now is not lost, but just not sure what u will doing next..just believe yourself as well and everything will be alright.. that word strike me…like a lighting…I shed my tear and try to stand up..a little bit hard but I must try..i don’t want to let people that love me sad..i deserve this..i make up my mind and run again.. a lot of rain come to me..but I’m not give..looking for the future is easy but it’s pain when we don’t do nothing..let start moving..then I saw something..a light..a path that I have been searching..i run to last all my scarify has been reply..i have my own my friend,I want to say..i happy now with my new life..all our memory will never I forget..i see a new friend waiting for me..they grab my hand and say..le run together,it will be lonely if u go alone..we run together to that path..with enjoy and laugh..we made it..!!
That is life..everyday we try to choose the path..sometimes we can and sometimes we lost.. we have friend to help us and when we alone,try to be brave..try to start a new life..a thousand path will be one is your can enjoy it..

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Gudbye My Lover...


Tour De Perlis..!!


I with my fellow friend having a trip in's awesome..!! mY sweet memory of the year..we go to Padang Besar,Gua Kelam, take a bath at Bukit Air and round all over perlis.. hope we will be there take about one hour thirty second to reach at Padang Besar from my place..

A lot of stuff at here..not so besar sgt pun…haha.. But very cheap..we can shopping here with small amout o money..but it don’t work on me..i spent about RM80…,without wasting any time,we go to "Dark Cave".. Very dark ...

With my fellow friend..

Malaysia next reject model..

I think it will be dark but in the cave..full with lampu mesir jer..hehe A lot of student here,,

Very amazing here..a natural cage..with some small river..very fresh..
The,after one hour here,we continue our journey to Bukit we come...!! it like a taman rekreasi..with a park and river..some empangan tuk mandi but full with kids..these is a pics of ghost..haha 

If u are aunder 18,please skip these..haha.. Overall,this is my awesome experience..amazing..magnificient..bez bgt.. Hope we wil be there again.. 

Friday, October 15, 2010

Could i reach u..??

Seems  it was decided form the heart is try to call u.. I don’t hear anything from that I thing I should slow my rhytm .. no matter what words I choose,they all seem like lies to u..  even my promise look like a thing that u can crumple.. so I want ask u this “MY HEART VOICE,CAN IT REACH YOU..??coz I don’t understand when u keep silent..and play blur.. I have seen u from every angle and just how wonderful u are..i have come realize that my heart is in doubt about u..or mybe will get must show me now what u feel… 

Monday, October 11, 2010

MisSinG u!!!!!


It's is a long day..i don't know but i still fell missing..even u are totally forget me.. why must i alone feel this way..can't u think about me even for a second??? i just want know about u...i'm sick missing u.. We are different now..but look like where ever I go,I can see u..u are in my mindstill stay.. 

Thursday, October 7, 2010

It's hurting again.. over n over...


Everytime I feel so everything I did is wrong..
i still can’t forget her.. her face and smile is so strong…even I wan’t to forget her,but it like killing myself..i try make myself better..hang up with my friend and karaoke…but still don’t clear anything.. she really hurt me.. Love doesn't always end in happily ever after, even if one still loves.. I’m your sun but can give you shine now..even for a breath,I can’t…why…??coz u are too long in my life…u take my heart away..leave me alone..with no hold..juz pain..and my hand are open..try to grab eyes is blurr..i still can hear your voice..about,hope,faith,dream and everything… please,please…give me a more time..i want see your face with a big smile..i want to hear u say u are happy now..coz I will happy for u too…for sure.. coz the hardest part of this is leaving you….

Friday, October 1, 2010

My life as a MA

Diz is wat i choose to be..over a year i try my best te be a better man..but it like i'm not enough to be..i owez run and diz yime i can't...when i see my friend,look like they told me that they owez be with me..i start to believe what is meaning of FRIENDSHIP...thanxs for bring me more colour...

Friday, September 10, 2010

"That's Why (You Go Away)"

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes 
I don't wanna say goodbye to you 
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget 
But there is something left in my head 

You're the one who set it up 
Now you're the one to make it stop 
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now 
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said 
But there is something left in my head 

 I won't forget the way you're kissing 
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long 
But I'm not the man your heart is missing 
That's why you go away I know 

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried 
Now you wanna say goodbye to me 
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget 
But there is something left in my head 

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere 
Don't know which way to go 
There is so much to say now between us 
There ain't so much for you 
There ain't so much for me anymore