Unit Vector In Baling are da BomB..!!

For seminggu kami praktikal di Unit Vektor PKD Baling…masa first time sampai sana mmg tersangat borink…!! Then we round Baling..Kami semua 6 orang tp disebabakan aku exited nak praktikal,so aku mai dgn kwn aku dulu berdua..huhu.. Hostel dia mmg keras..Hari pertama mcm2 dah berlaku..aku buat teguh iman jer pun..dalam hati nak balik… Sampai sana hari Jumaat..pas solat jumaat kami pun pergi lepak kat Lata Bayu..OMG !sangat best n segar..rugi kalau x pergi sini..kami mandi dlm 2 jam lbh jugak..tp xda pun aweks yang melintas..huhu..

Pagi sabtu tu semua dah smpai…so kami berenam pergi enjoy kat tempat lain plak..Lata Hijau..jalan die agak seram mcm karak..haha..nak drift pun ada..tapi 

best cam air terjun kat oversea jer..sejuk n stylo…

Seminggu di unit vector..mcm2 benda kami belajar..even tu kerja inspector kesihatan tapi kami respek coz diorg punye management mmg sempoi….!! Die cakap “korang masuk kerja ko 8.lbh pun xpe pastu balik ko 11..petang lak mai ko3 n ko 4 balik…”..Dah ketua die bagi green light so kami pun happy lor…haha..

Kami pergi buat survey malaria di perkampungan siam..sekali tgk cam dlm cite ong bak dah..semua siam..dgn patung Buddha merate-rata..sami oren pun ada..tapi mereka dah maustatin kat kedah.

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Yang paling best mereka byk kebun..!!sso byklah rambutan n durian yg kami pow..terlalu byk smpai x habis mkn..mane xnye..sekali bagi mcm hbis satu 

pokok..leh jual plak tu..ada yang jual buah durian RM10 dapat 22 biji..

Kami belajar cara nak sembur racun,nak cuci kelambu,ambil darah n fogging tuk kes denggi…

Actually malaria ni leceh ckit nak handle dari denggi..Nyamuk die aktif senja..kami sembur racun kat wall..nanti bile die sentuh wall terus mati..haha..padan muka..

Pas habis buat kerja..driver bawa kami jalan2..pergi Lata Baling..staff memeang terbaik pernah aku jmpa..hope dapat pergi sana lagi..siap ada jamuan bakar sate lagi..memang aku hargai sgat..i love Unit Vektor PKD Baling..

Last day kat sana kami pergi lepak kat Kolam Air Panas Ulu Legong..!! panas hingga nak masak..haha

Mmg best tapi kena pergi pas ko 11 malam..org x ramai sgt..so if u came to Baling u must visit

-Lata Hijau

-Lata Bayu

-Kolam Air Panas Ulu Legong

Tu aje….next time for more post..LOL..!!!Terbaik dari ladang…

    -Ejad-Razak-Boy-Sanjeev-Zubir-Simramjit

She smile in the rain…

Sometimes I feel very strange coz everytime the rain is falls,I will feel happy..i will go outside to see that..so calm and refreshing time..mybe I’m alone to feel this..but something miracle happen to me lately..it’s start with one rainy evening..i meet someone that really understand me..even for several hour..it at 29 Mac 2011 at 12.00 PM..at that time,I was on evening shift..so many patient telah dihantar ke OT..then someone ask me to go with her..she is someone that really impress me in short time..so, I go to Ot with her..then,it goes a heavy rain..i can see it clearly from a glass window..then I see she suddenly smile..and I ask her.. “why happen,why do u smile..?”then she say “I like to see a rain,it is nice” I was shocked..that answer…!!is same like someone important say to me..then,I go near her,she smile at me..she have a brighter eyes and charming smile..we see the rain together..it was very precious moment..like all my  memory with my ex is revived..it make my heart moving so fast..then,we send the patient..on the way return to ward..i request her something..”why not we hang up somewhere to see a rain,no work at ward either..”then she said “orite,my pleasure..”we spent time together about one hour..she told me everything about her life..i think,I like her,,,huhu.. I want know more about her..why I feel so comfortable around her..and I feel like she was too amazing..she get my attention.. it’s about time to return..then i ask her again..”do u free on weekend,if u do,contact me ok..”she replied “ I’m not sure,but if I’m free,I will go for u..”her smile make me so crazy…hope we will meet again..thanks fot that moment..i wish to see the rain agin with u…

The truth is I’m hurt too..

Sorry for all the things that I did to u…coz I never realise that u in hurt..u always say that u are tough,but in fact u are fragile..why do u like me..i not understand that..what have I done to u..?? why u suddenly want to be with me badly..??we don’t know each other before…I don’t want u hurt anymore..i don’t want u cry anymore..please stop it..i’m hurt too..i hate this..u are so innoncent..caring and loving..mybe I’m not decided for u..so please don’t put an effort on me..run from me far away..or u will get hurt more..

Sorry for the time that I leave u alone..i don’t know what to say..when u cry,u always want me to be with u..u call me..and I try to make u comfort..i say that I will be with u,but in fact it juz a liar..i lie to u..i want u to stop crying..i have make so many gurl crying before…I repel that..i regret that..u must hate me as soon as possible.. must,,,!!or u will die…one drop of u tear can make me suffer..keep it with u..i not always can be on ur side..i’m not yours..

I think this a a time for me to go away..i want to end everything..for all the thing that I have done..good thing more than bad thing mybe…and all mistake that never forgiven..i very regret and I can feel the painful too..i want cry with my friend..but seem they just want share happiness more than sadness,so I will cry alone..i will die alone..sorry,I want to forget all about us..when we have all great time together,,running,walking,talking,sleeping,eating and all..i want to disappear…

Apa yang kita rasa..yang kita alami..semoga cepat hilang…bila hari esok datang..pergilah mencari arah hidup yang baru..dont like me..dont love me..dont even try to be near me..i want be like cactus..u will suffer from me..if u get me??u get nothing coz I don’t have something that u call LOVE.. Jangan menangis  lagi..dont remember my name..forget me… goodbye…mybe this is my last post..i don’t want to hurt anyone again…

The truth is,in my heart,there was someone that I miss so much…she is the one that I want..i try to forget but look like it not easy…if u read this,I want to tell u that I still remember u..everynite..everyday..i still keep u msg..from the first time we couple…until we clash.. sometimes I look at my handphone..i hope I have your num..i hope magical will happen and someday u will realize that..i don’t want u to clash with your boyfriend,just to makesure that u happy..i miss u voice,,,very badly..save me from this suffering…I wish to see u again soon….

 –SELAMAT TINGGAL-

Snap N Steady…!!

I spent my holiday with fully enjoy moment..i rare have time for blodding..sorry that..this ismy pics..hopes u will like it..  

\In the dark night,ther wes a little kind of light…

With my friend..crazy + happy + unbelievable……

Pantai paling cantik di dunia…haha

Tu jer…no snap for a moment…2011..

My nakama...

For 2 year I have been here,a lot of friend I have meet..and lot fo problem I have been through..but I just do it alone..so,my point is,are friend really important..?? or just for having fun..i think I can carry myself alone and higher.. But when it goes to karaoke,better with friend..haha.. Sweet memories share together..bad memories keep it alone..this is my pics with my friend..thank u so much for being my friend..2009 to 2010..in memory..

Ni jer yg ada ramai-ramai…nak letak byk wat penuh blog jer..haha

One more time,One more chance..

One more time,One more chance..

For the sake of my promise..i still waiting for you..If I lose any more than this, will my heart be forgiven..How much pain before I can see you again,..One more time, please don't change the season..One more time to the time when we fool around ..When our path cross each other, I am always the first to turn, Making me indulge more in my selfish way, One more chance tripped by memories,

One more chance we cannot choose our next place..I am always searching somewhere for you..Opposite of the house, the other side of the alley's window..Even though I know you won't be here..If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now..Betting and embracing everything..To show you there's nothing else I can do..Anybody should be fine if it was just to ease loneliness..Because the stars in the night sky seems like falling, I cant lie to myself..

One more time, please dont' change the season..One more time to the time when we fool around..I am always searching somewhere for you..Even at the intersection and dream..Even though I know you won't be here..If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now..A new morning, myself and the "I love you" which I couldn't say..

Surat Cinta untuk Pengarah..

One week later,I was practical at Klinik Bakar Bata..at unit sekolah.. I have conquer about 9 school in one week..haha.. From tadika to sekolah menengah..they all have be given vaccine like ATT to avoid kamcing gigi and HPV to prevent cancer servic..this is very interesting..some of them are crying and some of them try to act cool..in fact when injection was given,I can see they are scare.. more interesting,we telah diberi makanan percuma..ada sekolah yg agak baik,sedia makanan..tenkiu bgt deh…leh dah jimat duit.. bukan meminta sgt pun tapi lau ada lagi bagus..hehe.. but that not what I want tell here.. I go practical with my partner..one day,he bangu lewat..i rush to her room and he still sleeping..so I kick his body laju-laju until he wake up..after that,it’s 8.04 am..and that mean we are late for 4 minutes.. suddenly, a lecrer see us!! We are kantoi sudah..huhu.. Padahal mmg kat praktikal mula ko 8.30 tapi nak wat camne..dah lecrer cakap salah..pastu kami dibawa mengadap bilik pengarah..after we have given fucking brainwash we are release kot..beberapa hari kemudian,pengarah panggil..he said mybe we will digantung sem coz late..wtf..!!!!late for 4 minutes..??and he say mybe they will held a meeting and discuss this later,,so,he want a surat penjelasan why we came late..haha.. I don’t know what to do..and I try to be honest..i wrote this..

Punca utama kelewatan saya ialah kegagalan kawan saya untuk bangun awal pada pagi itu. Ini menyebabkan klinikal saya terganggu kerana kami di tempatkan bersama. Jadi saya harus ambil tahu jika dia lewat. Jadi saya pergi ke biliknya dan mendapati dia tengah tido. Saya mengambil keputusan untuk mengejutkannya. Saya bersalah kerana telah menunggu dia bersiap sedangkan saya boleh pergi tinggalkan dia, hal ini telah menjurus kearah kelewatan saya. Saya berjanji kalau kawan saya lewat,saya akan biarkan saja..

Haha…xtawlah diterima ke x alasan yang jujur ni..friend always with friend..

Bila..bukan untuk diriku...

BILA KAMU BUKAN  UNTUKKU…

Bila esok tiada,semoga hari ini tetap dlm ingatan…bila aku x mampu beri semua yg kamu mahukan, aggap saja aku x berdaya…mungkin suatu masa kamu sedar,aku bkn hadir untuk penuhi kemahuanmu, tapi untuk mnemani harimu..hari yang kita lalui x begitu indah sejak kita mula knal..tapi aku x pnah harap lebih pada hubungan ini..dan kamu masih cuba melakar senyum palsu tanpa kamu sedar aku hampir terluka..hati ini seakan tercipta untuk kamu..setiap hari aku berharap kamu akan hadir.. jauh dari sudut hati,aku terfikir apa yg kamu fikirkan…cuba untuk memahami kamu..

BEGITU SUKAR UNTUK AKU TERSENYUM…

Fahamilah aku bkn malaikat yang dpt menduga hatimu..juga bkn org yang mampu meredupkan kesedihan kamu..berikan aku sedikit ruang, masa, segalanya agar dapat aku menilai diri kamu..sebelum jauh aku serahkan cinta,perlu untuk aku tahu.. seberapa lama harus aku fahami.. jika kamu masih berdiam,,mungkin aku akan mula letih..dan mula menjauh dari kamu.. sempadan harapan xkan mampu menahan rasa putus asa..bila semua ini telah berlalu,maafkan aku.. mungkin aku bkn yang pertama bg kamu,tapi aku mahu jadi yang terakhir buat kamu..

AKU HANYA MAHU KAMU TAHU…

Berikan aku satu kepastian..itu yang aku tunggu..bukan sekadar tafsiran sendiri,, andai kamu sudah berpaling dari aku,pergilah sebalum aku menemuimu lagi..akan aku padamkan semua kenangan yang kita cipta dulu..tiada satu pun darinya pernah terlakar kau milik ku.. perkenalan yang kita lalui hanya satu kesilapan.. carilah hidup yang lebih sempurna…jujurlah padaku bila kamu ada yang lain..cubalah lari dari hidupku sepantas mungkin.. sebelum terlewat,sebelum melewati dasar hatiku,berhentilah dari memberi harapan..jikalau telah datang saat ku pergi,semoga kamu tetap jalani hidup… aku x tahu apa yang kamu mahukan.. hanya satu permintaanku, terimalah saja diriku seadanya…ini saja yang membuat hidup aku lebih beerti….

MUNGKIN INI JALAN TERBAIK BUAT KITA….

Never Like Before..

When I first talked to u.i didn’t know what to say,but the more we talked, the more my heart gave away..But now when I think of u,and how u changed my life..i have imagine that I won’t be alone coz he there for me..a day without light will never happen..u light up my day,as if u were the sun..u are brighter that anything..u are that sense of completion when my life is difficult.. u are my strength and wisdom..and the keeper of my heart..whose grip never weakens even we are apart..

i think of u all day and dream of u all night..then every night I wish that u could hold me tight.. u are always on my mind no matter what time of day..even when I shouldn’t,I think about u anyway.. and when I think of u this much,this day seems so long..and all the time we spent apart,just seems so wrong..u are my special gift sent up above..sent me from heaven..sent for me to love.. Thanxs for u smile..and u light that fills my dreams..u always make it brighter..no matter how dark it seems..

when the last time I talked to u..u never see my face..u not talking to me..but I can see your tears..i can see your sadness..at that time,I hold your hand..to make u comfort..but it look just an acting coz there were someone behind u..behind all of this,u deceive me for many time..i afraid to know it..

This what i feel most right now..life is not easy like fantasy..what about u??