Breaking Butterfly..

       Breaking Butterfly..

Just like a butterfly,she grow up beautifully…with a big wings she had,she fly.. very high and never get down.. that’s not what she say before..and that is not mine anymore…. It was a while after we meet..at that time,she had nothing.. I give her everything to make she fly..but it look she forget everything.. she cry to me…Ishe want to change her life..want to see a blue sky.. I ask her why she deadly want to fly..?? then she say.. “I want to see a true world..i want to see what is life..” but u have me now.. I can told u everything u need..show u how the life must work..she saw me with her sorrow eye.. full with sadness.. “what happen..?she keep silent…  everyday,when she wake up..she will run to the beach..she look at the sea..she spacing out.. I don’t know what to do..i can’t help her now.. she take her right hand and hold my left hand..she say “ I want be free like a butterfly..it have pair of colourfull wing..and move everywhere freely..” that coloufull wing is mean a life..a life that I want to take..the more colour I have,the more excitement I have been thru.. then I say “ not all butterfly have a clourfull wing.. I ever see it have no colour..just black or grey..” then she skout on me “why u never try to understand me!!!!!” then she go away…I I just want she to forget her dream..the sky is so big to her..when she is tired to fly, I worry she had no place to go…coz that,I really hate that insect..!!  what is she want..what is all gurl want…that word always cross my mind.. we have been together,so cn;t u see that is your destiny..i have pick up u from nothing and now when u have everything u want to leave me..is that what u want..  all my life with u is so fast and short..it’s time for u to choose..stay with me or leave..i won’t walk, I won’t breathe. I won’t move until you see that u belong to me..u might think I don’t look everytime when u are cry..but deep inside in the corner of my mind,I was crying too..it’s true.. then I ask her again..  “ if u want to fly.just fly..” she stop crying and look at me… she say  “ are u want me to fly..?” when she ask that my heart keeps falling faster..coz I afraid to know the answer do u want to leave me.. but I say “ I believe u will be a beautifull as u wish..” she smile..and say “ when I tired, I wil be return to u..so please waiting or me..” I have waited all my linfe to cross this line..to say this word… :could u be my mine after this,coz I don’t want to loose u” she just say…I’m yours  forever… then, I take her to the beach.. wait for a last time with her..she sleep in my hug..that was my first time look her very happy…Time have passing me very faster..she is ready to fly..  I llok her for the last time..she hold my hand.. “soon,I will show u how my life is going on..i will make this world more brighter..and I will make my life wonderfull..i want u to be happy while I leave u..please don’t give up on me..” I just say..i keep your promise.. then she go away…very far from me..she never look back.. never look at me… After several time.. i never heard anything about her.. i really miss her.. mybe she have forgettin me..  but I never fail to remind her..mybe she has been a beutifull butterfly now…and don’t tired yet..one day she will get down and I was her destination..